I am on a journey, I want to take you with me.
I am dreaming of a beautiful starlit night with the
moon shinning so bright, a beautiful sight, with
silver moonbeams of silver rays of light.
I want to take you with me to a glorious place that has no hate.
The air we breath is so full of love and makes our heart beat with
every breath we take.
A place of sunshine and sunflowers, where the sun shines filling every cell
with the warmth of joy, the birds are singing songs of love, so peaceful
a day of peace and total bliss.
I want to take you with me through the stream of emotions, where love never ends.
We can lye under a tree, holding hands as the bright night shines through,
The sparkle of love that shines your eyes, making your eyes shine brighter than the stars above.
I see your heart full of love for only me.
Will you come with me to this place where dreams are made.
I reach out my hand to you, so I can take you to this place in time,
where love never ends. A place filled with the music of the soul,
the rhythm of life.
I want to take you with me, a magical place like no other, won't you come with me?
A place of dreams and magic, it is like no other place on earth as this place of magical bliss.
This is what dreams are made of.
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Why So Much Pain
I just don't understand, as I have been here for a long time,
We became friends from the beginning, I fell hard but did not admit
it to you. No excuses, but a heart learns not to trust after it has been broken
over and over again.
Right now my heart is breaking in to thousands of pieces, because I miss you.
I miss our conversations, and I miss the videos that was sent to me. One was
"Don't Walk Away" I did not walk away but you got caught up in something,
that you had to find out for yourself the way things really were. I was there from
the beginning. I am still here and as each day that passes, I cry more and more,
Not blaming you, I blame myself more, for what I did not do or say. By the time I got around
to telling you my real feelings, it was too late. Now I feel as if my greatest dream is falling through.
I have lost you in so many ways. I had hopes of for once in my life I had found true love,
with someone who would never break my heart, now since I do the writing and get no responses
I feel like in some way I failed.
Why did I think that you cared and loved me? I don't know, I have no answers.
Why would I ever think that someone like me could be loved by someone like you.
I carry the love for you in my heart for the rest of my life, and in hopes that this pain stops,
I never asked for this to be, it just did, for you and for me. Some say follow your heart,
I followed my heart and still do to this day, and will continue until the end of time.
I can't question God, because it would not be right. He put this love in my heart.
I have no idea why. I don't know which way to turn anymore. I don't know what to say.
Once again I feel I am failing.
I will still go on as if there is no pain, so no one can see I am hurting.
I see no other way now. Bear the pain on my own.
I love you so much and I won't give up no matter how much pain I go through.
We became friends from the beginning, I fell hard but did not admit
it to you. No excuses, but a heart learns not to trust after it has been broken
over and over again.
Right now my heart is breaking in to thousands of pieces, because I miss you.
I miss our conversations, and I miss the videos that was sent to me. One was
"Don't Walk Away" I did not walk away but you got caught up in something,
that you had to find out for yourself the way things really were. I was there from
the beginning. I am still here and as each day that passes, I cry more and more,
Not blaming you, I blame myself more, for what I did not do or say. By the time I got around
to telling you my real feelings, it was too late. Now I feel as if my greatest dream is falling through.
I have lost you in so many ways. I had hopes of for once in my life I had found true love,
with someone who would never break my heart, now since I do the writing and get no responses
I feel like in some way I failed.
Why did I think that you cared and loved me? I don't know, I have no answers.
Why would I ever think that someone like me could be loved by someone like you.
I carry the love for you in my heart for the rest of my life, and in hopes that this pain stops,
I never asked for this to be, it just did, for you and for me. Some say follow your heart,
I followed my heart and still do to this day, and will continue until the end of time.
I can't question God, because it would not be right. He put this love in my heart.
I have no idea why. I don't know which way to turn anymore. I don't know what to say.
Once again I feel I am failing.
I will still go on as if there is no pain, so no one can see I am hurting.
I see no other way now. Bear the pain on my own.
I love you so much and I won't give up no matter how much pain I go through.
Thursday, July 14, 2011
The Beautiful Butterfly
I saw a lovely butterfly,
As I was walking in the park one day
I watched as her wings sang
And how to each flower she gave
All so different in their own little way.
As I was walking in the park one day
I watched as her wings sang
And how to each flower she gave
All so different in their own little way.
Flowers of all kinds, God wanted us to see
All were different, the beauty came to be
A lovely butterfly, softly kissed my cheek,
I picked up a bloom, so very sweet.
All were different, the beauty came to be
A lovely butterfly, softly kissed my cheek,
I picked up a bloom, so very sweet.
If I could be anything I could
A lovely butterfly would make me smile
As I knew she would,
Maybe here I could find a friend
Someone like you,
When you care for me
It is like a butterfly and a flower
Both a gift brand new.
A lovely butterfly would make me smile
As I knew she would,
Maybe here I could find a friend
Someone like you,
When you care for me
It is like a butterfly and a flower
Both a gift brand new.
A lovely butterfly is beauty to behold
A life of its own and one to be told,
In the flowers of a garden
I can see Jesus,
He is giving me a part of His love to hold,
My Jesus smiles whenever He sees
A flower and a lovely butterfly flying in the trees.
A life of its own and one to be told,
In the flowers of a garden
I can see Jesus,
He is giving me a part of His love to hold,
My Jesus smiles whenever He sees
A flower and a lovely butterfly flying in the trees.
By Linda Ann Henry
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Random Thoughts Today
Dear Michael,
In my times of peace and tranquility of the morning. I think of you, my darling angel.
You are the best, better than all the rest.
In my mind I can hear your voice so clear, so sweet and kind.
No other will ever touch my heart and soul as you have,
You, my love are the best.
When God made you, he made the best, more loving and true, than any man on earth.
You give from the heart more than the rest, a love from the heart, you give without any regret.
When life became so hard to endure, you stood your ground became the invincible and unbreakable.
A man full of love and integrity for all human kind, all of nature and for all of God's creation.
Your pain and sorrow, you hid from all the rest. I looked into your eyes and saw and felt your pain and sorrow.
The light was dim, and your smile did not reach your eyes. My heart cried out for you, sending up prayers and love for one of God's greatest gifts the world never really knew, only the ones who has followed your music all through our lives, you are the part of me as no one will ever be.
God must have had a plan, one I never really knew until now.
I like you, have felt the loneliness as a Stranger in Moscow, so lost and so alone through all of my life. No matter how many people I was around. Something was missing, a part of me was not there, from my childhood on up until now. I sometimes feel I don't belong in a world that has so much hate, I have been called crazy, I have been called a stuck-up, or I am looked at as someone who thinks I am better than anybody else. That is not me, those who said this, does not know me at all. They never took the time to get to know the real me.
This I have to say, you have been in my heart from the first time I saw you. Something drew me to you, something I felt so deep in my heart. Little did I know that I would carry you in my heart through time.
Now I know, from the moment I saw you, God wrote your name on my heart, and there it will stay, until my dying day, throughout eternity, and beyond.
I have no clue what the future will bring, that I leave in God's hands, he is the guidance that has led my heart this far.
Just know I love you with all my heart and soul, and nothing will ever change that. This love is here to stay.
God Bless You my darling. Praying for you always, looking for the day I see your smiling face.
Love Always,
Pam AKA WendyNPeterpan
In my times of peace and tranquility of the morning. I think of you, my darling angel.
You are the best, better than all the rest.
In my mind I can hear your voice so clear, so sweet and kind.
No other will ever touch my heart and soul as you have,
You, my love are the best.
When God made you, he made the best, more loving and true, than any man on earth.
You give from the heart more than the rest, a love from the heart, you give without any regret.
When life became so hard to endure, you stood your ground became the invincible and unbreakable.
A man full of love and integrity for all human kind, all of nature and for all of God's creation.
Your pain and sorrow, you hid from all the rest. I looked into your eyes and saw and felt your pain and sorrow.
The light was dim, and your smile did not reach your eyes. My heart cried out for you, sending up prayers and love for one of God's greatest gifts the world never really knew, only the ones who has followed your music all through our lives, you are the part of me as no one will ever be.
God must have had a plan, one I never really knew until now.
I like you, have felt the loneliness as a Stranger in Moscow, so lost and so alone through all of my life. No matter how many people I was around. Something was missing, a part of me was not there, from my childhood on up until now. I sometimes feel I don't belong in a world that has so much hate, I have been called crazy, I have been called a stuck-up, or I am looked at as someone who thinks I am better than anybody else. That is not me, those who said this, does not know me at all. They never took the time to get to know the real me.
This I have to say, you have been in my heart from the first time I saw you. Something drew me to you, something I felt so deep in my heart. Little did I know that I would carry you in my heart through time.
Now I know, from the moment I saw you, God wrote your name on my heart, and there it will stay, until my dying day, throughout eternity, and beyond.
I have no clue what the future will bring, that I leave in God's hands, he is the guidance that has led my heart this far.
Just know I love you with all my heart and soul, and nothing will ever change that. This love is here to stay.
God Bless You my darling. Praying for you always, looking for the day I see your smiling face.
Love Always,
Pam AKA WendyNPeterpan
Friday, July 1, 2011
That Moment In My Dream
In the first moment I first saw your face,
My heart just knew, you were the one for me,
I wanted to spend a lifetime of just loving you.
You captured my heart and when I lay down to sleep
I cried to be where you were. I thought if I had enough faith, It would be so.
I longed to touch you and pull you close to my side, I longed for your arms
to hold me tight. I wanted to feel your sweet lips pressed against mine, to feel the magic
only in love you can feel. When two hearts beating as one.
As my heart was pounding with such wonderful bliss,
I wanted to feel your heartbeat beneath my hand, to see if your heart beat the same for me,
and to look into your eyes, to see that language that would only belong to you and me.
As I lay dreaming of the moment you would hold me, I was somewhat frozen
in time. A place so sweet and full of contentment, engraved in this heart of mine.
I felt your heart, gently dancing with my soul, because I knew in that moment,
you would make me whole.
A dream so real, so sparkling and bright like each star that shines so bright.
A memory of you filled my heart with contentment, and somehow my heart
just knew, you were the one for me.
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