Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Random Thoughts Today

Dear Michael,


In my times of peace and tranquility of the morning. I think of you, my darling angel.
You are the best, better than all the rest.
In my mind I can hear your voice so clear, so sweet and kind.
No other will ever touch my heart and soul as you have, 
You, my love are the best.
When God made you, he made the best, more loving and true, than any man on earth.
You give from the heart more than the rest, a love from the heart, you give without any regret.
When life became so hard to endure, you stood your ground became the invincible and unbreakable. 
A man full of love and integrity for all human kind, all of nature and for all of God's creation. 
Your pain and sorrow, you hid from all the rest.  I looked into your eyes and saw and felt your pain and sorrow.
The light was dim, and your smile did not reach your eyes. My heart cried out for you, sending up prayers and love for one of God's greatest gifts the world never really knew, only the ones who has followed your music all through our lives, you are the part of me as no one will ever be.
God must have had a plan, one I never really knew until now. 
I like you, have felt the loneliness as a Stranger in Moscow, so  lost and so alone through all of my life. No matter how many people I was around. Something was missing, a part of me was not there, from my childhood on up until now. I sometimes feel I don't belong in a world that has so much hate, I have been called crazy, I have been called a stuck-up, or I am looked at as someone who thinks I am better than anybody else. That is not me, those who said this, does not know me at all. They never took the time to get to know the real me.
This I have to say, you have been in my heart from the first time I saw you. Something drew me to you, something I felt so deep in my heart. Little did I know that I would carry you in my heart through time. 
Now I know, from the moment I saw you, God wrote your name on my heart, and there it will stay, until my dying day, throughout eternity, and beyond.
I have no clue what the future will bring, that I leave in God's hands, he is the guidance that has led my heart this far. 
Just know I love you with all my heart and soul, and nothing will ever change that. This love is here to stay.
God Bless You my darling. Praying for you always, looking for the day I see your smiling face.


Love Always, 




Pam AKA WendyNPeterpan









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