MY SHATTERED DREAMS
My nights are filled with dreams of pains of the past, of some people that have already gone on, but yet they cross my dreams as they did in real life, usually it is the same hurt and pain of the heart, the feelings are still the same.
Dreams of things I want to forget, because these were lessons learned with some regrets of choices made of letting myself be used and had my heart thrown back in my face.
The dreams are usually the same not matter how it is dreamed, the lying the cheating is all still the same, the promises that were made yet never kept.
Promises of love, yet nothing to back it up.
Do we want love so bad that we usually settle for just anything, or words that profess but yet actions are not put in motion to prove it.
Where do I go wrong, do I give love so deeply that it scares people away, but yet they want you to stay?
The cast out a line and reel you in as if you were a fish on the hook, and only come to you when they need something from you, only to throw you back out to be all alone, until the next time they need something from you again.
You forgive and you forget so many times, you lose track of time, yet the pain keeps going as if it will never stop.
The tears never stop flowing, from day to day, you finally become just to exist, nothing to look forward too, nothing to plan for because you see,
it was all shattered dreams that caused you to lose all hope and dreams, of being happy and the dreams at night won't let you forget, everything you try to put into the past.
I live for the day to have the love in return as much as I give, and not have it thrown back into my face as if to say, your heart is not worthy of love, in your kind of way.
I make no demands, I ask for nothing but to love and be loved, no material thing can give you that.
I love the plain and simple, nothing grand or extraordinary.
Take away the shattered dreams, and give me love, until my dying day, I promise this, I will be there to stay.
Not necessarily in words alone, show me love in your eyes when you look at me, and I have not doubt that I am loved.
Let me feel as you hold me close, the love beating from your heart to mine, the love and trust, as no other has ever done.
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