I Believe In You

I Believe In You

Sometimes in life people won't believe in you;

they won't encourage you follow your dreams, 

but I believe in you, always, no matter the 

journey or how long the road may be.

Some people will be jealous of you;

and their words will be sharp, and cut like a knife,

and can be so unkind, just close your ears to their words,

don't let them change your mind or your direction, 

of who you are and what you want to do.

I will always believe in you;

 and encourage you to follow your dreams;

and I will try my best to show you the road is not as long as it may seem.

I will cheer for you;

and my words will be warm and kind,

because I treasure you beyond any measure.

You own my heart and are always on my mind.

Fly To The Other Shore

Fly my baby girl, Brandy

Fly My sweet nephew, Jordan

Hold each others hands, and 

Keep each other company, 

Until I can get there to hold you once again.

In my arms I won't let you go. 

Just to see you both once again, 

Oh how happy I would be, but I know that 

someday that will be. 

God had a plan, even though I don't understand.

He has took you both to a better place a different land.

How I wish I could sit with you on those beautiful shores.

Life here is hard to bear, without you both standing there.

I have often wondered, she was 24 and he was 23, I have asked

oh God why not me, 

you see they had a life ahead, one with 4 babies, and the other one none yet. 

I have lived my life, as far as I can see. 

So once again, God why not me.

Give Love A Chance

I make a vow to you my darlin, all of my life will I love you.

In your arms I will be home forever.

My babydoll, this I can promise you,

You will always be my baby, no matter what comes our way.

In a world of darkness, you are my light

and as each night that passes

I miss you more and more longing to feel your arms around me. 

Wanting to hold you so close, and feel your breath upon my face, 

soft tender kisses, that shoots me straight to the stars

oh my darlin, how I need you.

Please come take my hand and love me, don't let go, 

We can be forever until my dying day, 

I can't hide my love for you  anymore, no matter what.

I love you my beloved sweetheart. 

We just have to give this love a chance, to become the greatest love

ever known. 

MY SPECIAL TIMES

You leave without saying goodbye, you can run and you can try to hide, but the love you feel inside is not going anywhere.  Once a close friend always a friend, those you leave in despair not knowing why.  Loving you is a natural thing to do, so many years of loving you with all that is so deep within, from the very soul.  Just want you to know I will still be there, I am not going away or giving up. I have been blessed with the best of friendships a person could ever ask for, even at times when you are not even there.

Hearts can be broken but love will survive, no matter the situation.  When the truth is told, it may be hard to accept at first but then a person has to take the time to stop and think, when all is said and done then you have to say, I wish you the best because to love someone is to care and want them to be happy which matters most of all. 

Real love is not going away, because it is in the heart forever to stay. No matter how hard we run, it is there following us like a light in the darkest night.  I will love you forever my love and I know you feel it too, but whatever the circumstances that separates us is in time and distance, but I will be forever carrying you with me, because you live in my heart until the end of my days on earth. 

My Beloved Heart

My heart is heavy today as I sit in this lonely room, thinking and wishing that things would be different in my life.     

I want to be with the man that owns my heart so much. 

I want to feel passion, love like never before, I want companionship.

My beloved will you please come and hold me? 

I want to feel your arms wrapped around my body,

holding me so close.

I want to hear your heart beating. I want to hear your words of love,

whispered in my ear. 

I want you to show me love as we both have never known.

The love I carry in my heart just for only you,

I want to show you love, and not in words only.

Look deep into my blue eyes, as I look into your beautiful brown eyes.

My heart is aching so bad, nearly breaking from the depth of soul.

Wanting you so bad to be by my side for the rest of my life, for what time we have left.

I want us to grow old together.

Baby just give me a sign that you love me too, 

what do I have to do to show you the love I have for you is real. 

How can I find the right words to say, 

I love you my beloved heart.

With each passing day, my life seems to slip away. I lose those I love in more ways than one. 

I sometimes have to wonder how, do I make it each and every day. The pain in my heart grows 

stronger as each day passes, of losing those I love.  I miss them so much, I can't turn back time to 

tell them anymore how much I love them and I care.  How much longer can I stay strong when there is 

no one to help me carry this load.  Sometimes my hopes and dreams slips through the cracks. I lose 

sight of my goals. There are times that reality sets in and you know that your hopes and dreams won't 

come true. Because of those that are gone, or lost before it ever starts. 

Then I stop and think again, I have a father that is holding me

close in his arms all the time. 

He never gives up on me, so why should I give up on life.

He did not intend for me to hurt and feel all this pain.

He stands with out stretched arms waiting for me to come in.

And I think of my precious friends that I love so dearly. 

I can't forget to pray for them. 

Some are my life now, and has been for awhile.

I can say it now and let you know, I love you and this is my prayer.

Only God Knows Why

Kid Rock - Only God Knows Why http://www.youtube.com/watch?vhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0DQup4hd1_o&ob=av3e=0DQup4hd1_o&ob=av3e

Only God Knows the heart and soul of man

The pain and heartache that they go through, 

Although we don't understand Why,

God can see the hurt and pain in someone, then decide to take them 

home to be with him, God is love and everything good, 

We can not change a situation that a loved one is in, but we can

love, support and comfort them the best we can.

Sometimes in pictures we see a normal family, 

but it is not always as it seems,

Although love was never a question, 

for each family member you see.

The love of a mother, so dearly and deep, 

Only God knows,

why others couldn't see, the pain and heartache

of a mother's love for her little family.

Only God knows, a sisters love, 

So deep and sincere, she looked up to him, 

But her love was not only for him, but also his family.

An Aunt's love she shared to more than just her little family. 

Only God Knows,

There was more to her than what most chose to see.

A small woman, with a heart as big as the sea,

With their tongue's they ran her down, 

but to her, she would apologize, for those to see

she was not as bad as others make her out to be.

The pain and anguish she felt was deep, but for this young woman,

was brought to her knee's, she hit her lowest low,

on earth, and other's could not see. 

She would give her life for her little family, the more

she tried, the  more she would be knocked back down time and time again.

With love and comfort she looked ahead for her little family.

Only God Knows, Why it was not to be.