I close my eyes and I am taken to a place where love never ends. All of Gods grace and beauty can be seen, in all living things. Come take my hand and walk with me through this blessed land. A place where time and place stands still just for me and you. Feel the warm breeze blowing across your face like the touch of your lovers hand. I wrap my arms around you, and hold you ever so near. Two heartbeats beating as one. Let me look into your beautiful eyes, I want to see your loving soul. The depth of love cannot be denied, I see me in your eyes. You are here with me now, I feel your soul as you surround me with your loving arms. Time suspended in space, as we touch face to face. Kiss me my love, set my spirit free to soar to the sky as loving white dove. Come fly with me, my angel, my love, feel the freedom of everyday life in this land of the free. Love knows no bounds, place your hand upon my chest as I do the same to you, the rhythm of love like never before, I give my heart to you, to hold in your hand, take care of it, as I do the same for you. I will cherish your heart, like never before. Love is so sweet. there is nothing more beautiful that two people can share. As I walk with you hand in hand, I see beauty as never before, because I am seeing it with your eyes, for the first time, we are sharing our stories and lives together, Come take my hand and take me to Neverland where love lives forever, and everything is pure and true, For to have the love of a man like you. ~~~Pam

Dreaming of You

I sit and I think of what it would be like to see you smile once again. 
I try to picture in my mind, the closeness of your sweet face. 
I see our eyes meet, and I gaze into your eyes and I see the love
reflected back at me.
My heart starts to pound as I lay my hand on your chest,
I feel your heartbeat as it beats for only me.
There is no need for words. the feeling of physical energy
is so ecstatic, it draws us both in.  

I wrap my arms around you, as you lay your hand on my face,
you take your finger and tilt my head for our first kiss.
I am so consumed with the magic of electricity flowing through 
my veins. Your touch is all it takes to take my breath away.
As we kiss, we are soaring high above the sky, of brightly lit
with the colors of rainbows. Magical feeling , as meant to be. 
Only true love can take you there. We hold each other closer
to let our hearts beat together, to the rhythm of love, as only we can feel.
Can you feel the magic of just you and I, in loves sweet embrace. This 
land is calling me, as it is calling you. Lets once again take that journey 
into this wonderful magical land. We make the dreams come true in this place, 
a blanket of soft green grass to lay our bodies down and watch the sparkling
stars above us. I turn to look into your eyes and see the brightest sparkle of all. 


In my dream it is always so perfect, the way it should be, 
I want to live in that magical place where love lives forever. The sun is forever
shining brightly on the flowing waterfall, with droplets of water dripping from
every leaf of the wonderland. Fountains of cherubs flowing with water for the
little birds to drink and bathe. 
I want to hold you, I want to hold you forever. I want to be close to you. 
Hold your hand as we walk side by side. A walk along the ocean side.
I want to sit by your side and watch as the evening sun goes down, as
true lovers do. 
Nothing could be more magical as being with the one you love
to watch a sunset, or a sunrise, these things I want to do with you, my love.
Only you could make me feel this way. No one could ever take your place 
in  my heart. 

Who Can We Trust

I think about the times I trusted so many. 

A time when love was so fresh in my mind

I gave you my all, to have it thrown back in my face,

You used me as a doormat, for whatever purposes you could.

You said you loved me, and then walked on my heart as not other,

The footprints on my heart shows how you walked all over me,

I a forgiving soul don't blame you. I allowed it to happen, I waited

to hear your words my heart longed to hear from your sweet lips,

I love you, could break down the walls I tried to build to protect my heart. 

I suffered and cried all the time, for the things you did. I forgave you 

time and time again. Not once did I stop loving you. 

I trusted you with all my heart, you held it in your hands, and you played with it, walked all over it and used it to your advantage. Never once thinking what you were doing to me. Hurting me physically and emotionally.  Never again you would say. But at the break of dawn every day, you would begin it over and over again. Then came the day, you said the words, I had so longed to hear, little did I know you were just making things right with God and me.

It was what brought you to your demise. You taught me not to ever trust again. I missed the chance to hold your hand or hold you close, one last time, because

you passed away all alone, I could not get to you. All I could do was pray. 

I kissed your cold lips for the last time, three days; I still stayed by your side.

Nothing has ever hurt me so, as losing the one I loved. My husband my life, although I had no trust in you.

People say, I am too trusting, well so be it. It is the way I am. 

Everyone deserves a chance to be trusted, until they break it, and then it takes time to build it back, if at all possible.

But you see God stepped in, when my mind settled, he made me the way I am, I don't want to change if  I did, it would not be me. I am me and if I trust and I get hurt, that is my choice to bear the pain and not blame anyone but me.

Truth and honesty I can handle better than lies. I can deal with it, but lies I don’t handle so well. It has caused distrust, truth and trust goes hand in hand. 

Dreams of Magical Bliss

I am on a journey, I want to take you with me.
I am dreaming of a beautiful starlit night with the 
moon shinning so bright, a beautiful sight, with 
silver moonbeams of silver rays of light.


I want to take you with me to a glorious place that has no hate.
The air we breath is so full of love and makes our heart beat with 
every breath we take. 


A place of sunshine and sunflowers, where the sun shines filling every cell
with the warmth of joy, the birds are singing songs of love, so peaceful
a day of peace and total bliss.


I want to take you with me through the stream of emotions, where love never ends. 
We can lye under a tree, holding hands as the bright night shines through, 
The sparkle of love that shines your eyes, making your eyes shine brighter than the stars above.
I see your heart full of love for only me.


Will you come with me to this place where dreams are made.
I reach out my hand to you, so I can take you to this place in time,
where love never ends. A place filled with the music of the soul, 
the rhythm of life.  



I want to take you with me, a magical place like no other, won't you come with me?
A place of dreams and magic, it is like no other place on earth as this place of magical bliss.
This is what dreams are made of.

Why So Much Pain

I just don't understand, as I have been here for a long time,
We became friends from the beginning, I fell hard but did not admit
it to you. No excuses, but a heart learns not to trust after it has been broken
over and over again.
Right now my heart is breaking in to thousands of pieces, because I miss you.
I miss our conversations, and I miss the videos that was sent to me. One was
"Don't Walk Away" I did not walk away but you got caught up in something,
that you had to find out for yourself the way things really were. I was there from
the beginning. I am still here and as each day that passes, I cry more and more,
Not blaming you, I blame myself more, for what I did not do or say. By the time I got around
to telling you my real feelings, it was too late. Now I feel as if my greatest dream is falling through.
I have lost you in so many ways. I had hopes of for once in my life I had found true love,
with someone who would never break my heart, now since I do the writing and get no responses
I feel like in some way I failed.
Why did I think that you cared and loved me? I don't know, I have no answers.
Why would I ever think that someone like me could be loved by someone like you.
I carry the love for you in my heart for the rest of my life, and in hopes that this pain stops,
I never asked for this to be, it just did, for you and for me. Some say follow your heart,
I followed my heart and still do to this day, and will continue until the end of time.
I can't question God, because it would not be right. He put this love in my heart.
I have no idea why. I don't know which way to turn anymore. I don't know what to say.
Once again I feel I am failing.
I will still go on as if there is no pain, so no one can see I am hurting.
I see no other way now. Bear the pain on my own.
I love you so much and I won't give up no matter how much pain I go through.

The Beautiful Butterfly

I saw a lovely butterfly,
As I was walking in the park one day
I watched as her wings sang
And how to each flower she gave
All so different in their own little way.

Flowers of all kinds, God wanted us to see
All were different, the beauty came to be
A lovely butterfly, softly kissed my cheek,
I picked up a bloom, so very sweet.

If I could be anything I could
A lovely butterfly would make me smile
As I knew she would,
Maybe here I could find a friend
Someone like you,
When you care for me
It is like a butterfly and a flower
Both a gift brand new.

A lovely butterfly is beauty to behold
A life of its own and one to be told,
In the flowers of a garden
I can see Jesus,
He is giving me a part of His love to hold,
My Jesus smiles whenever He sees
A flower and a lovely butterfly flying in the trees.

By Linda Ann Henry

Random Thoughts Today

Dear Michael,


In my times of peace and tranquility of the morning. I think of you, my darling angel.
You are the best, better than all the rest.
In my mind I can hear your voice so clear, so sweet and kind.
No other will ever touch my heart and soul as you have, 
You, my love are the best.
When God made you, he made the best, more loving and true, than any man on earth.
You give from the heart more than the rest, a love from the heart, you give without any regret.
When life became so hard to endure, you stood your ground became the invincible and unbreakable. 
A man full of love and integrity for all human kind, all of nature and for all of God's creation. 
Your pain and sorrow, you hid from all the rest.  I looked into your eyes and saw and felt your pain and sorrow.
The light was dim, and your smile did not reach your eyes. My heart cried out for you, sending up prayers and love for one of God's greatest gifts the world never really knew, only the ones who has followed your music all through our lives, you are the part of me as no one will ever be.
God must have had a plan, one I never really knew until now. 
I like you, have felt the loneliness as a Stranger in Moscow, so  lost and so alone through all of my life. No matter how many people I was around. Something was missing, a part of me was not there, from my childhood on up until now. I sometimes feel I don't belong in a world that has so much hate, I have been called crazy, I have been called a stuck-up, or I am looked at as someone who thinks I am better than anybody else. That is not me, those who said this, does not know me at all. They never took the time to get to know the real me.
This I have to say, you have been in my heart from the first time I saw you. Something drew me to you, something I felt so deep in my heart. Little did I know that I would carry you in my heart through time. 
Now I know, from the moment I saw you, God wrote your name on my heart, and there it will stay, until my dying day, throughout eternity, and beyond.
I have no clue what the future will bring, that I leave in God's hands, he is the guidance that has led my heart this far. 
Just know I love you with all my heart and soul, and nothing will ever change that. This love is here to stay.
God Bless You my darling. Praying for you always, looking for the day I see your smiling face.


Love Always, 




Pam AKA WendyNPeterpan

That Moment In My Dream

In the first moment I first saw your face, 

My heart just knew, you were the one for me, 

I wanted to spend a lifetime of just loving you.

You captured my heart and when I lay down to sleep

I cried to be where you were. I thought if I had enough faith, It would be so. 

I longed to touch you and pull you close to my side, I longed for your arms

to hold me tight. I wanted to feel your sweet lips pressed against mine, to feel the magic

only in love you can feel. When two hearts beating as one. 

As my heart was pounding with such wonderful bliss,

I wanted to feel your heartbeat beneath my hand, to see if your heart beat the same for me,

and to look into your eyes, to see that language that would only belong to you and me. 

As I lay dreaming of the moment you would hold me, I was somewhat frozen 

in time. A place so sweet and full of contentment, engraved in this heart of mine.

I felt your heart, gently dancing with my soul, because I knew in that moment,

you would make me whole.

A dream so real, so sparkling and bright like each star that shines so bright. 

A memory of you filled my heart with contentment, and somehow my heart

just knew, you were the one for me. 

Only In My Dreams

My dreams of beauty and peace, 

A place I long to be, there forever could I stay

In dreams my heart cries out, I need you, I want you,

In my dreams I reach out and touch you, to feel your soft lovely skin beneath my fingertips.

Your lips I want to kiss, kisses so sweet that taste like honey, a heavenly bliss.

In my dreams, my passions are unbound and carefree. I run my fingers through your hair. 

My heart, my soul reaches out for you, and I take your hand as we walk through

this wonderland. So beautifully lite by the fairies and fireflies, with paths of flowers in bloom, wondrous waterfalls so pure and clean. What a joyous sight so peaceful and serene.

Oh, if I could just stay in my dreams, my dreams so real, no one can steal. Sprinkles of fairy dust, so we can fly so high in the sky. Such tranquility of beauty everywhere can be seen.  Droplets of water on leaves so green, just to taste the nectar of each tiny drop so sweet. 

This place in my dream, only love can be seen so carefree, it matters none what people think of me. You my darling angel have helped me to set my spirit free. You taught me to be me. Come with me my love to the land of my dreams, a place where magic can be seen and is beyond your wildest dreams. A place where love knows no bounds, a place just for you and me.